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Still in no mood to talk.

I’m still sick.

I am however, having fun at the same time.

Supposed to play badminton tomorrow. Don’t know how that would work. Terangih-angih jua tu, payah bernafas.

Had a nice surprise from my nieces and nephews actually when I came back home from Singapore. They got me patong! 2 buting! Winnie the pooh and the olympic panda thingy and a ..entah.. that’s now stuck on it’s hand. Macam, dangly things lah. SWEET kan??? Durang buatkan card lagi tu. “Welcome Home Amit!” I don’t remember whether it said we love you or not. LOL. Nantitah ku liatkan and talk more ah. Kalau ku rajin jua tu. LOL.

Missed the deadline.

Anyway, bad night. And sick. Urgh.

I don’t feel like saying anything now.

Singapore : Day 3, last day.

Okay, I’m probably back in Brunei by now. But I also think that I’d probably be too tired to cerita panjang lebar. LOL.

Singapore : Day 2

Ehem, another in-case post. Heehee.

Singapore : Day one.

I’m not going to talk about Singapore because heehee I made this post in advance. I just wanted to say, happy new year everyone. May this year be a good one, filled with love, warmth and joy, to everyone. Amin.

So this is the last day of 2009. I’m making this post early, because from my post-it, I’m going to have a whole lot to do 31st.

But first, let us reflect on my 2009. Aku je reflect, kamu baca saja. Kalau mau lah. LOL. So anyway, it went off with a rocky start. Had a horrible fight with someone in December, and it prolonged for quite awhile. For a few months actually, if I’m not mistaken. And we never got as close ever since. But it’s okay, that is life. We should not stay at our pitfalls. We should always try to climb up to the top of the mountain to claim victory, that is rightfully ours.

Oh, and I think I took it down further after that but I don’t think talk more on that.

Then I think things started to get better, though I was starting to feel overwhelmed with how high the files in my in-tray was piling up, not that I have one, just a metaphor. LOL. It took me awhile to find that word! Haha thanks Wana, rainbowku!

Towards the end, it got really overwhelming. And tough times came rolling in, with Abah, being sick and all. But alhamdulillah, and insyaAllah, I will see 2009 as a year of experience flavoured with itter sweet memories.

In 2010. I vow. LOL. Cam banar. I rarely make new year resolutions. Cause I don’t believe in them. HAHA. Pasal orang cakap durang inda percaya tu eh! banarnya, I don’t get what is there to believe. I can make resolutions anytime!But 1st January, is easy to remember yeah?

So my main resolution is to try and bring a bottle (the smaller one) everyday and everywhere with me. And mesti abis. Since aku ani inda peminum… air bah eh. Peminum banar atu tantu tu eh. InsyaAllah. Moga Allah akan sentiasa menghindarkan aku dan sekalian muslimin dan muslimat dari minuman syaitan itu. Amin!

So yes, it will be tough. Especially in the first week, as I would not be in my natural environment.

Ladies and gentlemen, I will be making my way to the land of the lions, the land of which the call a trading port, eh suka hati kau ani eh! Hahaha. Singapore tomorrow! And I haven’t packed! Loads of things to do tomorrow. Aku alum marking! Because the day after I come back, it would be the start of the school! AHHHHHHH!!!  Here’s hoping that we’d have assembly during my block! Hahaha. Yes, fat chance!

Watched Alvin and the chipmunks the squeakqual today. MAJOR AWESOME!

BELLY BELLY CUTE! Spells: very very cute!

But I thought the chippettes and the chipmunks were rivals? Hmmm.

Sushi was great too. Yayness!

Happy. =D

Pocahontas - Colours of the Wind

[Pocahontas]
You think I’m an ignorant savage
And you’ve been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don’t know?
You don’t know…

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You’ll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they’re worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you’ll never know
And you’ll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you’ll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

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Full of meanings. From the famous cartoon way back when I was still a kid who find adults boring for not liking cartoons. I mean come on, it takes effort to draw cartoons. Payah kali ah. And they’d rather watch drama. Boohoo. You go out, and you see people jua. Drama jua tu dah? Hahaha. Oh but not anymore. I think it was only a phase. I’m not THAT enthusiastic about cartoons anymore, sadly.

But really, pocahontas. Amazing isn’t it? How they are so entwined with nature. We certainly can’t blame them for global warming and racism! They’ve lived their lives modestly, taking everything around them into account. And certainly not having a trace of selfishness in their hearts. So why can’t we learn from them? Amazing.

Maybe we should show clippings of pocahontas on eco-commercials. So that kids, to whom the earth belongs to in the future would learn to make it livable for them and those after them…

It’s Ka-ching day for most people. Mine thankfully was yesterday. So I paid my car monthly hire purchase thing yesterday. And took out some yesterday. Was planning on not going out today. But a girl’s gotta eat! LOL. So I went out anyway, but funny enough, yesterday, pasal aku takut jam everywhere, I took my dad ronda-ronda. Memuaskan hati. Hahahahaha

Okay, I’m annoyed right now. Don’t feel like blogging.

Got some work to do tomorrow. There goes December. Shucks.

QUICK! 2 mins left! LOL